Now that I see you. Looking for my father

The life and death of Antonie Kamerling are etched in the memories of millions of people. But his son Merlijn doesn't know all that much about his father. Since his death, Merlijn has never watched an episode of GTST, put on any of his father's films, or read any interviews. He didn't want to, and perhaps he couldn't. Now Merlijn is in his early twenties, and sometimes he feels as if his own life has also, in a way, stood still, and he thinks that might have something to do with his father. For the first time, Merlijn is therefore genuinely searching for who Antonie was. Merlijn visits family members and friends he always avoided before. He talks to them about Antonie, what he wanted, how they resemble each other. What do they know about Antonie, about his depressions? And can they help Merlijn to have more beautiful memories of his father? And what did he say in interviews? What does his voice sound like? In short, in 'Now that I see you,' Merlijn searches for answers in everything his father left behind.